Here we go again!!!!!!
Weight loss without a doubt is a start, stop, start again kind of thing. But then again so is life. We come into places and situations where life basically stops for a while then once that crisis is cleared up you start the travleing again. We are all subject to that life style. For the last several months my life has been exactly that way but more so. The ride has been filled with ups and downs, twist and turns. So for the most part I have weathered it well, I am not at all happy about my weight situation as it has been yo-yoing like crazy but then again, that is my fault. I have allowed stress to direct my feeding habits and my attitude. But as of this moment right now, NO MORE! I got up this morning to flash of lightening and distant thunder. A cool breeze swept across my patio and made me realize, life is simple and I have been trying to make it so very complicated. NO MORE! Time is precioius and I for one have been taking it for granted! NO MORE!
I guess there comes a time and place where a person has to take a stand and declair independance and freedom from the chains that bind. My time came this morning when the gracefulness and splendor of God’s beauty in a simple thunderstorm made me realize what I have been doing to mysefl over the last couple of months. I went to bed last night with attitude of a weathered and beaten man. I arose the same but then a flash of light filled the bedroom and caused me to open my eyes to see myself. The feeling of difference filled the air. Victory was the title of the day. I said my morning prayer, fed my animals, got my coffee and retreated to the patio. Where my world changed and the driven person of what felt like so long ago was back. I felt as if the weight of the world was lifted off of me. My desire to continue on this journey to a better ME was so intense I could barely contatin myself. If I would ever use the word “giddy” this would be the place but since the “Man Manual” prohibits that term I will not use it but it would be damn descriptive. Is that just weird or what?
When you least expect it, BANG, it slaps you in the head and that little adjustment sets you back to level. I am guessing is reality checking in. Well for what it is worth, I am here, again! I hope we are all having a great time on our journeys. Until today it was pretty iffy for me, as to whether or not I was having a good time, but now I see things much different and more clear. To all my buds and to everyone else, Stay the course, you can do it and you are worth it. God Bless and ya have a great day!

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